DEJA VU
Words: Spivey
Music: Pontiac

Please control your Jesuits.

I'm staring at the rain.
I can't complain.
Nothing's really wrong.
Nothing's ever right.

I'm standing here wondering if
I could possibly make a move
frozen in some kind of fear
maybe that's just a passing mood

She can't really afford to care.
Everywhere, she's already been there.
And she really can't afford to care,
it's all so boring anyway.

I know where you've gotten to.
She crawls through into the light,
she goes further inside so she can
be a part of the outside in the dark
where the faces are so harsh

all the hearts are made of darkness
all the thoughts they're all done
all the love is all gone
where does she go from here?

oh just sleep again
she'll just sleep away her life
it's not fun to even try
she can't slide through this life

just trying to get by
she doesn't want to achieve
she doesn't want to believe
she doesn't want anything

just to sleep, to sleep
so sleep away everything
just sleep and sleep
and nothing can reach you in that night

nothing can reach you in your mind
nothing can reach you when you're blind
nothing can reach you when you've got your life off
nothing can reach you, you just don't care

it just hurt so bad once you don't care
and now all you do is lay there and stare
cuz something hurt so bad it made you not want to care
something hurt so bad you just can't afford to care

and the minutes tick away
as everything seems to flow down
like a tear from her eye
all she can do is cry

and try and try not to care
the way she did when she was young
when she was young before everything came undone
when she was young and everything seemed so sweet

and you seemed to understand
but now she drives in her shell
and she drives through her hell
it's like a little tiny rolling Osiris coffin

on the road you can feel safe there
cuz nothing can happen to you
you've got airbags, for god's sake
what more do you want in the 21st century?

do you want a bridge?
i've got a bridge for you.
it's for sale
it's in San Francisco.

it's a beautiful thing to behold you can
drive on that bridge right into the future